Time, where has it gone, has anyone seen it?
So much to do!
This forms part of a section I am going to call thoughts and ramblings, they are not necessarily entirely worked through and most people may even disagree but nonetheless, here they reside.
I chase my arse around all day and some of the evening, then I sit down and invariably nod off. Eat, sleep, repeat. I do spend time with the family, never enough, I'm not sure it will ever be enough. So why do I do it to myself?
Honestly, I don't know, I could manage time fairly well I'm sure but I try to fit too much in, just that one last job before I go, five minutes more, maybe ten, then I'm late. Part of the problem is that I really like to finish things, I have a big problem with jobs that are left hanging. Once a job is complete, it's done ✔ I can move on, but if it's still there when I get back or the next day, then it's stored, it sits there with all the other jobs I have to do and that bloody list still keeps growing.
Now I'm not one for sitting around, I would like to read more and maybe watch a film from start to finish instead of serial form, but that aside I would much prefer to be doing stuff and the more stuff you do the more stuff everyone asks you to do, because you can. So perhaps the answer is to say that word more...you know, that word, the dark word that is the opposite to, of course I can and yes not a problem. I can't say it, it's just not right.....
....and there we have it, answered my own question haven't I... idiot. Do I intend to do anything about it, absolutely, fresh start, take control, just let me finish these couple of things.
Steve xx
